You know the internet is a world in itself. A place anything can be found, a place to connect with people and lost memories, a place where people can say whatever they want without fear and be who they really are. That is true freedom. Ultimate blissful freedom, the type of freedom that physically touches your heart.

And when people write a blog even when they think no one will see it, is it not in the hope that maybe somewhere, someone out there in the billions on this earth, those in the present and in the future, will read this and feel some connection. For is that not what each of us strive for, to make connections. So that in making connections we don't feel so alone in our understanding of this world. So many billions of people, does it not give you hope that out of all those people there must be hundreds that can understand you. Around you in every day life, we should be so thankful for all the friends that we have. For being able to find people to share your life with, even if it's just for a moment.

I am just always struck by the absolute beauty of our world. I wish people everyone had eyes to see it.

Live

Go and listen to an old song that once touched your heart.
Now.
Don't worry the rest of the world will wait.

:O

Hello Internet,

I'm writing this knowing no one will ever read it because lets face it I'm not about to write anything interesting. I just had this sudden urge just to write something, anything really... probably just to keep me awake so that I can call my friend in australia at a decent time for her, I'm such a good friend. Ok not really!! Oh shit, this has turned into one of those idiotic rants you read all the time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank all things good in this world that no will read this then to be bored to death by! <--- Hey did you see how I cursed I don't like saying Gods name when I don't believe in him

Wow this song i'm listening to is massively addictive (Chasing it Down by Mother Mother) First time I heard them i thought they were terrible but then I listened a second time and I thought they were absolutely awesome. I guess it just depends on the mood you're in when you listen to music. It's funny isn't it how things are so circumstancial, the slightest difference can change everything. You never know my accidental listening to it a second time could lead me down the road to greatness, perhaps I'll meet someone else who like the same music and that will mean I will form a bond with them and that will lead me to new experiences and so on and so forth.

Life is such an in the moment thing, I mean when you think about it nothing lasts, nothing on top of that nothing we do will ever matter in the grand scheme of things. Do people realise how small we are when compared to time and space. In fact this blog in the grand scheme of things... well I can't even make a comparison. lets just say that me as a person is smaller than the smallest grain of dirt if you want to make a comparison to the universe and time, so imagine what this blog is!!! Oh by the way I take all this in a very positive light actually. I've never been one of those people who have to live to make a lasting impression, in my mind everyone is just fleeting glimpses of bright colours but those colours while they last are beautiful. For me it's such a wonderful thought it's like the ultimate form of freedom. If nothing lasts then the only thing left is the moment so you are just left with the emotion of each second... and whats the only positive emotion happiness. So you see we should just all be happy because as you can clearly see that's all that matters.

I wish I could draw better. I have such beautiful images in my head and I just wish i could translate that all to paper. It's funny isn't it how I can imagine something so clearly every line and colour and yet I cannot seem to make my hands produce it. But I suppose like all things it will just tke practice. and what's practice if you enjoy it :D I wish I wish I wish i had all the time in the world. I have so many things I wanna do and wanna enjoy and I'll never get to do it all. But I don't care about death I mean I'm just grateful for the life I've lead so far!!! It's been amazing, I can't wait for the rest of it. Only work consumes that time. But that will all be done in a couple of months then I'm off to do the things I want and I promise myself never again will I take a job just for the sake of it because when you think about it work is the majority of your life so you should love it, if you wanna love your life.

Don't you love when you type something unusual into google and it predicts what you're going to say, it makes you think wow there are other people out there in the world who think exactly as I do. Even phrases that have no search value just as a way of saying hello, wonderful isn't it. Ye I'm going now because I've had enough of this, I wonder if I'll see this in the future and be freaked out by former me!! I already read my previous post and deleted it, it's interesting to see how you change but I'm no longer that person and so it has no revelance to be here. Anyway goodbye internet see you soon xxx